Tuesday, December 22, 2009

whats new???




New year is just around da corner..and i just cant wait what happens next...
seems like this year taught me a lot about what life is all about....
yeah..some friendship are made....and some are broken too..even from my old friend...
what can we do when people doesnt want to make a friend with us..its ok
at leats i leraned something form that...


so 2010 is coming and i keep thinking what am i gonna do in that year...
am i gonna changed? well seems like i have to coz this year is my 18-years old...
i am teenage now and free from my parents...not really but im 18 now!!!
yess..finally im 18..ive been waiting for this year long time ago n Thank God i did it!
for every of my action,i need to use my brain,i need to start all over ..sort of.. from head to toe and try to be someone who is very valuable to all people....
and the best part is..ill try to be such a good people...
i hate looks like childish even though some of my friend said that i am...
ill try to change that....

about my vision..i dont know yet...since im still new in this being-force-thingy-stuff...
i really need to look forward and forget everything that i had done before and start with a new life....


for all above..im afraid of one thing, i might not be able to do all the changes that i wish i could do it...well i really hoping that it does work very well...as i have planned....
Dear God please..please..please..please..please..
i really need to change me....who i want to be....i cant do that without your guidance.....
oh...dont get me wrong...im not changing becoz of others but this is my own will
and i hope i can do it! amin........

keep thinking positive for whateva u r doing.....

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

u'll never change u dirty filthy little slut,, fuck ur own asshole nyah jalanan!

 

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