Saturday, December 12, 2009

ConfuSion~~~~

seriously ,im really caonfuse with my life....actually its about my parents...the way they act towards me. Strange i think....jsyk they dont like me to get work ..i mean part-time work ...i do need xtra money but u didnt givt any money for me....dotntell me that i need to rely on scholarship only coz thats not enough....tomorrow ill be going to KL back.....no more coming back home i think...so what? come on mom..dad...i need my own life..i dont wanna be like others....cant depend on themselves.. i wanna be independent..thats what i want...i dont wanna stuck with you guys anymore...but that doesnt mean that i dont miss you or need u anymore..i do..but i do really need to learn smting in this life..for my own future...enough is enough mom..dad....u had made choice for my OWN future... thats it! i think im big enough to think about my future and willing to take any risk big or small in my journey...life is short.i need to fill it, enjoy it by my own way...even though its gonna be for a while only....yeah i know....i like the way i live now..but this is nt gonna be for a long time...i knew that already since i take the first step to be independent.....i hope someday u will undrstand me... im not being rebellious...wel..sort of maybe..but...u have to face the truth that ths will happen for all early teenagers...so i need to make my own move..with a guidance from Him....InsyaAllah everythings gonna be fine... Everything happens for a reason......and life is beautifully imperfect...life is great..i wonder what might turns out!

2 comments:

tukangSIHIR said...

uummmhh....mayb ur intention is not wrong...mayb umi+abah xfham...is doing good to umiabah if they nuw u r doing good wit ur life...and vice versa....
ur reason is just equal wit akim....i rily dun nuw wat u thinkg about a life...mgkin xbleh salahkan umiabah jugak...sbb umiabah dah nmpk byk akibat buruk...so xnak bnda buruk pada anak2....

coz when u r in pain...they feel the pain too and mayb more deeper...

MUHAIMIN MJ said...

yeah i know..but .....everyone need their own space...all parents worried about their children but not as much as they suppose to...

 

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